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> Friday, May 13, 2005
8:52 PM

haiz broke down in class 4 no apparent reason again..haha jus dunno y lorr budden jus suddenly cried..haiz b4 recess was kinda borin..caca readin her book den theo wen 2 watch jan dat grp play chi chess..didn't wanna watch cos chi chess jus sux lorr..den sat dere n fa dai..den after durin recess ask theo 2 go toilet n we spent a relli long tym tokin lorr..basicalli is bout me bein overly paranoid all da tym..den tok pretty long haiz n it was lyk she's givin me counsellin..

haiz den wen bac 2 class n saw jan,jos n cheeying sittin aorund wif caca den wen dey saw me n theo approachin dey lyk quickly siam lorr lyk scared we noe wad dey tokin bout..even theo oso tink liddat budden caca say dat dey were not tokin bout mee..den i was lyk dunno y soo paranoid i was screamin dey were..n dey hate me..den caca go n ask dem if dey were n i jus cried..dunno y lorr..haiz i told dem 2 lemme cry lorr..haiz den after cryin i felt bit beta..haiz actualli i oso dunno y i cry lehh..mayb cos of maths..onli got 32/50 lehh..haiz even lingli got higher den me lorr..feel so paiseh..haiz but dat's not da reason lahh..so den we had massagin services..haha rachel started massagin theo den i say i oso wan n she massaged my bac but i was screamin away cos v ticklish..haha den eventualli got used 2 it..haha den rachel massaged v nicee lorr..can slp den theo oso massaged my hand..wahh wanna slp le..den we took turns massagin each other..haha so fun..den sci we watched the shutter..actualli not v scary larhh cos everytin so slow..da ghost appear oso sloww..haha it's jus da sound effects scary den got 1 part quite digustin..blood drippin fr da gal's eyes..eekk den got 1 part tricia dey all scream cos da movie got a scream..haha i was lyk freaked out lorr..suddenly dey scream n dere wasn't anytin scary on..haha den after sch wen out wif theo n aiai wanzhen..s'pose 2 pei theo buy a bag de budden instead tok bout lots of things den i became lyk sadd..haiz jus dun geddit..but nvm shall not say anytin here..

wanna say a big thanks 2 rach n theo 4 cheerin me up..lurve u guys lots..haha..

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